About Love...

Love isn’t just a word you say.
It’s not something to take back when you may.
Love isn’t just a feeling of affection,
Love cannot be based on merely an attraction.
No, it’s about life and much more.
It’s a feeling you never felt before.
It’s fills your heart in every way.
Growing inside your heart everyday.


Over love you will never gain control.
You love without making sense at all.
Love when true can change the whole world.
Love is much more than just a word.
It’s like the air we breath, without it you’ll die.
It brings you a lot of joy that you could fly.
It’s not about how you love or who.
It’s only about it being true.


Love is innocent, Love is pure.
Love isn’t weakness, Love isn’t cruel.
If you’ll love, Love with passion.
For love isn’t complete if not with passion.
Love is supposed to make you feel alive.
It’s supposed to be the reason you survive.
Love is free of reason, free of benefit.
Love is about loving and being loved and that’s it…

A letter to 2009...

Dear 2009:

You're almost over and it's time to say goodbye. I don't know why most people are not happy with you. So what if some bad things happened :) it happens all the time. For me you were a great year, even though I had my share of misfortunate events :) I learned a lot and I dare to say I feel much happier than I felt in 2008. At the end of 2008 I wished for new things and I wished for better things, not all my wishes came true and some didn't come out as I wanted them to be but I didn't really expect them to be perfect even though I wanted them to be.


2009, you were a great year for me in the matters of communication, I'm finally learning how to let everything out :). You are without doubt one of the most important years of my life as I discovered the joy of writing and experienced the amazing feeling of having friends and complete strangers reading my writings and giving me awesome feedback :):). I discovered things in me I didn't know were there and I feel much much happier.


Okay some issues remained the same this year and I truly wished that they'll change but who am I kidding it's impossible :) so that wish went with the wind lol. I didn't cry as much as I did in 2008 so that's definitely an up (Y). In the end of 2008 certain people walked into my life luckily they walked out and it was an eye opening experience so I'm thankful for that. 2009, a lot of very important things in my life happened during your days and I'm thankful for having such a good year.


I tried to change for worse this year- I tried to be rude and evil (6) lol-as I thought it might be easier but I didn't like myself that way and I couldn't even do it right . I discovered that perfection is not what people think of as perfect it's what I think of as perfect. Btw I'm trying to quit wanting everything to be perfect it's exhausting ;). In the end, I know it's crazy to even write a letter to a year-maybe I went a little crazy during you as well- but I had something to say and I'll say it no matter how crazy it may seem...2009 I love you (K)

Perfectly imperfect...

I know I’m not an angel, I know I’m no saint.
Sometimes I’m strong, other times I’m afraid.
I might be good or I might be bad.
At times I feel happy but then I feel sad.

Sometimes I’m crazy, sometimes I’m a fool.
Other times I’m smart and really really cool.
I can be nice and really sweet, and
I can be the weirdest person you’ll ever meet.


I have many faults, I make mistakes too.
I’m a result of what I’ve been through.
I’m only human that’s all I can be.
Of your judgment I want to be free.

I’m a perfectionist, perfection is what I seek.
I like to do things properly so to speak.
But I’m not perfect, now I know I don’t need to be.
I’m perfectly imperfect, and I love being me.

Imagine...

Imagine a beautiful garden,
With colorful flowers and nice trees.
Birds singing and butterflies flying.
A soothing beautiful scene.


Imagine a calm beach,

With lovers walking hand in hand,

The waves are caressing their feet,

And everything is possible.

Imagine a crowded park,

With children running and playing,

The sound of their laughter fills the air,

And nothing else in the world matters.

Imagine a beautiful future.

Don’t be afraid to dream,

Dreams are possible, dreams are true.

Life is colorful, life………is beautiful.

Uncover The unseen...

There were times when you were afraid.

Afraid to love, afraid to laugh, afraid to live.
And you stood still waiting for the storm to pass,
Hoping that these misfortunes won’t last.


And there were times when you were free.
Free to love, free to laugh, free to live.
And you enjoyed the moments while they last,
Praying that it won’t fade away real fast.

Moments of freedom and moments of grief,
And all the time, in tomorrow you believe.
You always wonder what it’ll bring,
Would it be cold as winter or warm like spring?


Try to look for strength in a moment of fear,
Cause fear is not always that real.
Be strong to live, laugh and love.
Live you’re life till you’ve had enough.


And every moment of joy, you must cherish.
For in a moment all of it could vanish.
Enjoy whatever life brings you.
For every day, it is something new.


You can’t always believe what you see,
For life is not always clear as you and me.
Try to see beyond what’s there to be seen.
Try to uncover what’s been there but unseen.

What if...... ?

What if our world changes,
and we can’t get back on track
What if we lost all our dreams,
And we can’t get them back.
What if all the love is gone,
And into numbness we drift.
what if there is no truth,
and only lies are left.
What if the sun never rises,
And we’re stuck in the dark.
Are we going to give up,
Or step up and fight back.


WE FIGHT....


So when the change comes,
New experiences we’ll gain.
When we lose our dreams,
We've the power to dream again.
If all the love is gone,
Something else we’ll find
If only lies are left. With faith,
We’ll have them confined
And if the sun never rises,
And we’re stuck in the dark.
We’ll search for a candle,
And light it on our way back...